4 months already ......

It doesn't seem possible or real that papa left us 4 months ago today ..i cant believe its been 4 month from the last time i saw him, heard his laugh or one of his many stories..It doesnt seem real. There is not a single day that goes by that i dont still think of him. People say that time heals all wounds but i really truly don't think that it does...i think that as time goes on you just learn how to keep going and keep smiling the hurt never truly goes away. Its amazing for me to watch Ava still talk about papa all the time, she remembers him and she got to do some awesome things with him before he passed i love that she keeps his memory alive. I still visit papa a few times a week useally on tues and thurs when im going to pick ava up from school i stop by the cemetery to talk , to cry to just be near papa again even though i know hes with me hes always around causing trouble and checking up on all of us. Anyway this is going to be short and sweet today because i just want to good hug my babies ...