Snow days...

Another crazy morning at my house ! Kids are both off the walls and want to play in the snow already....im going to attempt to hold them off until after breakfast ! (seems fair if you ask me !) Although anyone who knows me knows i would love to just keep them inside all day because i am just not a fan of being outside especially when its cold out! 

Last night was nice ..i got to go out to dinner and have a nice long all ADULT conversation ..that doesnt happen very much with the two kiddos running around ! Poor Ava though has had 3 deaths in about 6 months that have really effected her and shes trying to process it all, first her dad and his wife has their pug dog die a week before they got married. This was especially hard on ava because she was supposed to walk down the isle with the puppy . Then about a month ago we had my grandfather die who both of my kids were very close to and spent a great deal of time with even when papa was in his final days the kids always went to see him and spend time with him. Then about a week ago avas father lost his mother to a heart attack and that has taken a toll on ava as well. Ava prays everynight before she goes to bed and last night she asked for help saying her prayers. Ava wanted to pray for god to please send papa, nana and puggy back because she misses them so much. I hate not being able to make it all better and i wish that i could get all those people back ! This parenting stuff doesnt get any easier ..i think it only gets harder as time goes on.

Personally im also saying a prayer for a family i begin talking to a few months back , i started messaging with the wife from a page on Facebook called Brian's Belief , they have kept a page of his struggles dealing with cancer through all of his ups and downs and now through the end of his journey on hospice , many of the struggles have been similar to my grandfather and i have found comfort in having someone else to talk to . They dont believe that he is going to make it through the day today so if you could say a prayer or send good vibes whatever you do .. in to send this family comfort...on what i know is a very hard /sad and scarey day ...

Brian's Belief

until next time 

Suzie